I'm starting my degree soon!

assalamualaikum and good evening everyone. well I'm not sure if there'd be any reader left but to whoever reading this, you rock babe! okay so anyway back to my main topic. yes, I'm starting my degree sooOooooOoon. can you believe it? I've already at this point of my life where I would have to struggle for four years in order to get my degree. mashaAllah I'm so excited and happy and grateful that He still let me do what I love. I'm pursuing Bachelor Science and Education (TESL) in Universiti Teknologi Malaysia located in Skudai, Johor Bahru yeay. It's a big university, I must say compared to where I took my foundation studies. It is wayyyy bigger than that. I might have a chance to get myself fit again lol I wish (NAK KURUS PLEASE)

you know the day when the result came out, I was so restless and couldn't even breathe properly. I was legit scared and terrified that I might not get TESL anymore or worse, any course. if you know me, you'd know how much I treasure this passion of mine in English. even though I still have a lot to learn, I know I can manage this, for it is something that I love. I don't know it's just that I find myself to be enjoying English more than those Science subjects. well in fact, I'm so terrible in it. you'd laugh right away if you see my SPM result ahahaha I'm not a bright student, I know, but as long as I still have interest in continue studying that's good enough, right? thank God I still have English as my backup or so they say (obviously English is my main concern blergh) and when I checked the result, I was scared remember? so I did this ahaha I covered my phone with my hands and slowly moved it to see the result. I saw "Tahniah" and my heart trembled a lot, like I couldn't stay in one place. I'm everywhere. after gathering my courage for quite some time, I quickly removed my hands and looked to the screen with so much anticipation. It's TESL UTM! to tell the truth, I was a bit disappointed that I didn't get UiTM considering that their education fee was the lowest among local universities, but I'm still glad because it is still TESL. not many of my friends could pursue tesl anymore, so I'm actually quite lucky. alhamdulillah, all praise to God the Almighty for giving me this golden chance once again. thank you so much.

bla bla bla n so on. I hope that my degree year would be an amazing time for me, get some awesome friends and awesome experience with everything, the studies, the environment, the stress of finishing the assignments and all. okay that's it for this entry. I might tell you how I got my first heartbroken in my next entry lol stay tuned! bye and have a nice day. love xoxo

I've gotten my result already!

assalamualaikum and hi readers. it's good to be back here haha actually I have no intention at all to update this blog anytime soon but I end up writing this lol I was just visiting for god sake. I don't know what got into me. I feel like giving you an update about myself. I hope somebody is willing to hear it hahaha.

so anyway based on my title up there, yes I've gotten my result for sem 1 already! time flies so fast, isn't it? without realising, I've been a student in uitm dengkil for quite some time now. speaking of result, I'm so glad and happy about it. alhamdulillah. I totally wasn't expecting such result, I thought it'd be so bad. but Allah shows me the opposite. I got to be in the dean list guys! I'm not showing off, it's just that I'm so happy and want to share to you guys this great news. InshaAllah I'll do so much better for the next sem. I don't wanna feel too happy as I know this is only a beginning. I have to do well in sem 2 as well in order to pursue my degree in TESL. 

I was super terrified to check my result to be honest. in fact, my heart skipped a beat when I saw the notification from uitm. it was 1 in the morning that time. I was still awake. I thought of opening it the next morning but I gathered my courage and opened it right away. I saw my name and all. I scrolled and scrolled, slowly but surely until I noticed my cgpa point. it was 3.58 and I was like, okay wait. I checked my grade for each subject, and yes I'm in the dean list. though I barely passed the dean line, I was still grateful for it. and I believe I could do way better than this the next time. I just have to work harder, and inshaAllah He'll helps me throughout the way.

so yeah that sums up my semester 1 in uitm dengkil as a TESL student. I hope you enjoy reading it lol. oh yes btw I wanna give you a lil bit of advice. whoever you are, wherever you are, don't ever think of giving up. remember that you've made it this far. it'll only be a waste if you decide to walk away from where you are now. you're so close to your dream. just endure and make it happen okay?

that's all for now. have a good day!