a new phase.

it's the end of 2015 already! how fast time flies. it feels like it was just yesterday I started my form five but the fact that 2016 is coming in just a couple of hours now— wow i just couldn't believe it. I'm going to be 18! no longer school uniforms, textbooks, homeworks, and essays to be done. okay this is seriously a new feeling. well it's a new phase afterall, right? for some of us.

okay enough about me. now I want you to congratulate yourself. yes now. just simply said, "congrats, (your name)," and give a pat on your shoulder. why? because you've survived.

no matter how hard your journey is throughout 2015, no matter how much tears you've shed, how deep is your scar— you're still here, breathing. you passed all that with your own strength and if that isn't amazing, I don't know what is.

so take this as a reminder and a booster for you to not give up. cause all the problem you have faced and soon to be faced, you will eventually find its solution. just be patient and believe in yourself, believe in Him. He'll helps.

and hi 2016.

mistakes we made.

we as a human being could never be separated from making mistakes. in fact— we do it everyday. but the only thing that distinct us from one another is whether we realize our mistakes or not.

some people said something harsh without thinking and ended up in remorse for what they did. then they apologized. this kind of people is actually good. they accept their mistake willingly and ready to swallow their pride just to apologize. they deserve a second chance.

some people too, said something harsh without realizing that their words could leave a scar to others and ended up being hated without knowing why. this kind of people really should consider others' feeling first before saying anything. the world we live in now really couldn't afford to accept such ignorant anymore. they should change their attitude or maybe their perspective of life if they really want to blend well in our society.

the last kind of people that i want to point out here is the people who purposely said something harsh to others without any intention to apologize. they bluntly spilled out what they want and walk away. this kind of people really is a pain in the ass. they don't bother if others might get hurt by their words. as long as they feel satisfied, then that's enough. they only think of themselves. they don't deserve to be call human, if you ask me.

so that's my entry today. which one are you? which one do you hope that you would never encounter? how much would you sacrifice to be a better person each day so that the world could finally get some peace? how much could you lower your ego to apologize? how much would you give in?