assalamualaikum and good evening everyone. well I'm not sure if there'd be any reader left but to whoever reading this, you rock babe! okay so anyway back to my main topic. yes, I'm starting my degree sooOooooOoon. can you believe it? I've already at this point of my life where I would have to struggle for four years in order to get my degree. mashaAllah I'm so excited and happy and grateful that He still let me do what I love. I'm pursuing Bachelor Science and Education (TESL) in Universiti Teknologi Malaysia located in Skudai, Johor Bahru yeay. It's a big university, I must say compared to where I took my foundation studies. It is wayyyy bigger than that. I might have a chance to get myself fit again lol I wish (NAK KURUS PLEASE)
you know the day when the result came out, I was so restless and couldn't even breathe properly. I was legit scared and terrified that I might not get TESL anymore or worse, any course. if you know me, you'd know how much I treasure this passion of mine in English. even though I still have a lot to learn, I know I can manage this, for it is something that I love. I don't know it's just that I find myself to be enjoying English more than those Science subjects. well in fact, I'm so terrible in it. you'd laugh right away if you see my SPM result ahahaha I'm not a bright student, I know, but as long as I still have interest in continue studying that's good enough, right? thank God I still have English as my backup or so they say (obviously English is my main concern blergh) and when I checked the result, I was scared remember? so I did this ahaha I covered my phone with my hands and slowly moved it to see the result. I saw "Tahniah" and my heart trembled a lot, like I couldn't stay in one place. I'm everywhere. after gathering my courage for quite some time, I quickly removed my hands and looked to the screen with so much anticipation. It's TESL UTM! to tell the truth, I was a bit disappointed that I didn't get UiTM considering that their education fee was the lowest among local universities, but I'm still glad because it is still TESL. not many of my friends could pursue tesl anymore, so I'm actually quite lucky. alhamdulillah, all praise to God the Almighty for giving me this golden chance once again. thank you so much.
bla bla bla n so on. I hope that my degree year would be an amazing time for me, get some awesome friends and awesome experience with everything, the studies, the environment, the stress of finishing the assignments and all. okay that's it for this entry. I might tell you how I got my first heartbroken in my next entry lol stay tuned! bye and have a nice day. love xoxo
