love letter.

okay so this is my first attempt to write a love letter to my loved ones. how do I start? say my full name? well nevermind— I'll just say what I want.

I'm yasmin. an eighteen year old girl who's somehow, always burdening your life. I'm pretty sure you know me better than I know myself. I was born on april 27th 1998 at around 5.43 in the morning. I came into this cruel world without knowing you would be this special to me. I've never imagine my life without you. you are simply, my everything. without you, I might not even exist to all of the people I know now. you're the reason I could survive and thankful for, everytime I wake up in the morning.

I love you, and I hope you know that. it was never my intention to hurt you each time I made mistakes cause honey, trust me— I never wanted to do it at the first place. I really don't wanna make an excuse but being a human, I'm full of flaws. I disappoint you, I make you cry, I make you worry, I... um there are just too many I can't even mention it.

I love you, to the point that I don't wanna see you in trouble. trouble that I've created myself. trouble that'll be just fine if it were only me who gets the after effect. trouble that everyone would say things about it. trouble that could ruin your life. I'm terrified to see all that become a reality. I'm terrified to see you slowly lose your trust in me. I'm terrified you'll no longer care about me.

I'm sorry I couldn't be the best, I'm sorry for all the mistakes I've done and yet to be done. I'm sorry for not always make you smile. I'm sorry I couldn't give you what you wanted. I'm sorry for being me who's full of imperfection. I'm sorry you have to bear with me all this while.

thank you. thank you for stealing my heart. thank you for teaching me what is love. thank you for all the care you gave me whilst I'm growing up. thank you for being my biggest supporter. thank you for being my parents! yes, this very love letter here is for you my dear parents— zunaidah awang and rosly talib.

"to be a daughter you guys would be proud of is hard, but trust me— I'll never stop trying."

LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE MAX! (and SORRY and THANK YOU!)